Name: Grant Morden
Sex: Male
Location: British Colombia, Canada
Occupation: University Student
Hobbies: Photography, Sketching, couch philosphy
Quotes: - The Heavens burned, the stars cried out, and under the ashes of infinity, hope, scarred and bleeding, breathed its last.
- Here is the price of freedom: Your every drop of courage, ounce of pain, pint of blood. Paid in advance.
- The enemy of my enemy, is still my enemy.
- Come bitter rain and wash from my heart the saddest of all words: Home.
Hey I'm back with another depressing journal entry, well party. On the good side I saw an awesome concert tonight of the arrogant worms, they kicked ass. Anyways on to the crappy part, I've been dealing with anxiety disorders, depression, and OCD for awhile now and my therapist wanted to put me on zoloft which I am on, I've been taking it since tuesday night and I dunno weather it's just crappy mood but as soon as I got on it things have been going downhill. I've become stalled, my obsessive complusive behavior has frozen me literally, I couldn't even get into a shower untiul 2:30 pm today. After the concert tonight I ended up bursting out crying cuase this is just been too much for me, my Mom keeps telling me that this crisis will end and things well get better but I don't feel like anything has gotten better even though it has in someways. So now I have a dilemma, too keep taking this medication or say fuck it and try to do this without help cause in the end I'm alone in this, no one no matter what they say, do, think and help me. I lay awake and wonder what went wrong, but I get no answers, I've never had any faith, I've never been happy in my life, I've gotten by but I've never been happy, maybe that is why things are the way they are.
I have no faith, no ability to know things will be ok, Maybe I need some faith, I feel so empty, no one knows what they are searching for but we are all searching, all I beg and wish for is some piece of mind so I don't lose it . Anyways I'm tired and I have class tomorrow.
Well I'm quite honored you think that about my work, though I'm abit suprised with the "amazingly gorgeous" part, really, I've never been called amazingly gorgeous so thanks. Anyways it seems you figured out how to watch so koodos and hope to hear from you as I post.
thanks for the fav.........if you want, i can put that up as a desktop for others to use....i don't know that anyone will want to use it that's why i didn't....
Of course, I really like your art, I've looked through your gallery, better than anything I could do, not too keen on the sailor moon offshoots but hey to each their own :)
thank you....you've got some nice photographs...better than i can do!....;....the sailor moon stuff is the request art.....i'm not really into it much myself, but i have friends that are the request art site is one i started to give myself some practice....i do RPG art to, just don't get requested that as much....
well, not at the moment.....i'm going through a bit of a slump and i'm afraid anything i do is basicly turning out crap....the raver chick helped, but i just can't seem to make myself do anything....;...
however, i'll post in my journal when the request site is back up....and you miiiiiiight be able to talk me into doing something before then....all depends on the bribe....*sweet innocent smile*....
well now, if your nothing special why have I been continuing this thread with you for how long? Look i'll download AIM and try it on the expressed purposes of chatting with you, Ms. nothing special hehe
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. Anyways I'm tired and I have class tomorrow.
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